Thursday, November 30, 2006
i am totally upset about what someone has said. being a hypocrite is one thing, trying to gain new friends at the expense of older friends is another. i really cannot stand the things he've said or done. he is an ultimate loser. be a man, do the right thing man.
yeah.
anyway, back to some happy stuff. i finally watched step up! and i am seriously in love with CHANNING TATUM! i went to the extend of starting a new folder to put all his pictures. AHH. he's way to hot.
omg. pardon me. he is seriously too good. steph was saying, being good looking is good, but knowing how to dance is a bonus. and i tell you, he can dance man! xD aww.
seriously getting broke. dfs doesn't want to hire due to some unforseen circumstances. so, most probably working at a hotel. but first, gotta go for interview. hope everything goes well, so that i can earn money!
my room is looking kinda neat now. thanks to my mum! ((: i love her.. haha.
off! goona watch full house! RAIN!!! :DD
Sunday, November 26, 2006
w355 finally multiplied.. since i don't really have the chance to thank each and everyone of you guys, i'll do it here. it's gonna be a long entry. and i really hope i don't end up crying again. haha.
SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO W355.
this past one year has definitely been a great year together with all of you guys. this multiplication, like what i've said in the video, is not the end but a new beginning for all of us. the times we had together cannot be erased. and i will cherish all the friendships i've made with you all. i love all of you. take good care in your new cell groups alright. miss y'all. (:
wenshan: words cannot describe how thankful i am to you. thank you so so much for your understanding and love. you are very different from the rest of the leaders and i really appreciate whatever you've done for all of us. i will always remember the CD you burnt for us, the results sheet you printed and of course the little moments we share. i love you a lot! don't forget our europe trip with you future husband and kids in 10 years time. i'll remember you, always.
susan: i've been in the same cell group as you since we were under faith. and i really thank you for your love and care that you've shown towards me. this coming year, we'll still be in the same cell group. let's continue to help each other along the way! thank you for your friendship.
gina: hey girl! i'll pray for you everyday that you'll keep growing taller and taller! :p thank you so much for everything you've done for me. although we would be going different paths, i'll always remember the times we spent together. thanks so much.
benjamin: i'll make sure someone pinch and scold you in your new cell group. don't worry. haha. it has been great knowing you, and discovering the gay side of you. all you jokes and actions had certainly brightened my day. thank you for your friendship.
zhen guo: stop worrying! you'll grow white hair! haha. take good care of yourself. and stop complaining that your palms are getting rougher and rougher. -.-" see you around in church alrights? don't give up. (:
tian long: you can continue sending me songs! i don't mind. but send me nice ones lar. haha. you'll be in a different zone le. must take good care. dont crumble alright? be strong! things will get better. we'll still be able to see each other in church. thanks for everything.
aaron: haven seen you recently. how's everything? as we move on to different cell groups, i'll pray that you're love for god will never fade away. we'll see u hair-less in two weeks time! take care.
michelle: my darling. don't be too upset over this alright? must trust the leadership. i believe you'll definitely grow more in the lord. don't think too much already okay? remember what you've promised me? must try. cause i feel that it's the best this way. take care sweetie.
qi xuan: hello my laughin partner! xD i'll always remember you as the cheerful and fun loving girl. stay that way alrights? continue to sow in the kingdom of god. i'll miss you a lot! though i don't have a lot of chances to interact with you, i believe we'll still be friends that will last. i love you!
anna: princess! haha. you're very cute you know? continue to grow in your cell okay? i'll miss you and your crap a lot! all the best for your o levels! keep smiling! (:
chole: cutie pie! haha. your blur-ness really cheers me up. (: stay sweet okay? i'll remember you! don't always give in to people okay? don't get bullied! must learn to fight! love you!
rachel: getting prettier by the day ah! haha. take good care of yourself! although i'm not really very close to you, but i know the friendship is definitely there. remember me, as i remember you. (:
samuel: you're so cute! i'll pray for you everyday and i believe you can definitely get into ACSI! have more confidence in yourself! and must learn to speak up okay? take care.
poh meng: man of god! you'll be security one, don't worry! haha. although you've not been long in church, you have already grown a lot! so continue growing and serving the lord. i'll see you in church!
ryan: mr chef! pls cook for me okay! soon soon. study hard. i know you'll definitely make it to you culinary course! i'll be waiting for the day when you'll become a great chef. xD i believe in you. thanks for everything.
jerry: you really come and go like wind. stay in the house of god alright? be the guitarist for your cell group! you're really good. take care.
darius: will still be in the same cell group as you. o actually don't really know what to say. but have more confidence in yourself okay? and think befor acting everything okay?
terrence: forever mia. haha. continue to come for service alrights? looking forward to seeing you! all the best.
w355, sincerely, from my heart, thank you so much for all the love, care and concern. i believe we'll all be friends for life, and of course in eternity. (: i love love love all of you guys. take care and everyone. all the best.
LOVE, CONSTANCE.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
went for my interview on monday with twin! the DFS office is seriously intimidating. i was trying my best not to make any sound when walking with my heels. well, sammy, the HR manager, was speaking really really fast, as though a memorised script. but yeah, i hope i'll get the job. it'll mean another source of income for building fund! :D
i enjoyed myself. i always enjoy myself when i'm with twin. xD
i love elmo! hahah.
tai-tai to be. LOL
guess who?! xD
headed for class chalet after that. i-ming came to pick me up! so sweet of her. ((:
4e4's chalet's a BLAST, i didn't try to miss it with some lame and unbelievable excuses. :D
at th e beach. (:
i-ming littered! she threw that ribena packet. tsk tsk. beach pollution!
and in the night, our chalet turned into a gambling den.mahjong, tai tee, etc. 3 stations set up. LOL. and i can't believe that i-ming won like 10 times in a row. gambling queen ah!
taken on the road. ;)
the whole lot of us went to watch the sunrise. aww. sweet. :D
i totally love this pic. xD
BBQ was hot hot hot! haha. ate so much. and we really did drank quite a lot as well. but it was nice! i love 4e4. :)) so our next 4e4 outing will be at kbox? LOL.
tomorrow i'll be having combined cell meeting at minds cafe! friday i'll be going to cut and dye my hair with steph darl. so yup. it'll be cool. :)
till then.
Saturday, November 18, 2006
o levels are so over! and that's really good. that means i would have more time for myself and i would not have to stuck myself with books day in, day out. i'm happy that its over. and i don't want to worry about my results and stuff now. maybe i will, next year. but not now. anyway, nothing can be done already. so, no use dwelling on it right? yeah. i figured that out. now what bothers me most is where i'm gonna go for my first three months. given my results, i don't really have many choices. but well, we'll make do with it.
during this tough period of studying, i'm really glad to have been supported by my parents and friends. my
mum's really sweet. she would write encouragements on small pieces of paper and put them on my table. my
dad never fails to ask about my paper everyday.
twin, dale and
jf actually took the trouble to come all the way to my house just to encourage me and pass me mugging helpers. they came at the right time, when i was alread feeling discouraged and stuff. i just really want them to know that i really appreciate it. and i'm very touched by their small little acts. thanks guys! (: and of course,
w355 and other
friends for all the prayers! also,
i-ming, sarene and
heidi for helping so much in school. most of all,
god for all the favour and directions.
well. besides the o levels, i'm seriously falling deeper into this korean goong craze. and i seriously need to redeem myself. if not i'll really die. and i was telling twin how i felt, and guess what. she felt exactly like me. she's sublimating together with me. we are like trapped in this. thank god, we're trapped together. :D LOL. how. HOW! someone tell me.
anyway, i'll be going carrefour tomorrow. yeah. for the chalet stuff.
i seriously need to lock myself away from goong. and all the songs.
AHHH.
